Seems to me that if they thought it was a really bad thing, they would have done more than just talk to you about it. Hon, don't go looking for trouble...it always has a way of showing up without us looking for it
Sounds like you had a night like I've been having all week at work. I'm exhausted this week and I still have Friday to go..LOL.
Good for you for not breaking down with all the problems you faced on your shift. Some days just go like that and seem like it's all fighting against you. Not to worry though, for those times shall pass and you will be having a better time of it soon!
Maybe you can find a way to equate life with playing your violin. With each note and piece you learn by making your mistakes with the music, the same thing happens with real life too. Every new piece you learn can be equated to each lesson in life.....practicing the notes helps you play the piece better and builds the foundation to learn the next harder piece. Learning lifes lessons and practicing those lessons gives you a better foundation for the next life lesson.
You are doing a great job Rio.....pat yourself on the back for a job well done!
Hugsss
sabby