When going through an acute episode, definitely. Like now I'm so needy and I know no one can fulfill that so I go off the deep end. The doctor appointments, the hospital visits, therapy, medication adjustments it's overwhelming and I feel bad, especially at work. I'm usually the happy go lucky talkative social employee. But lately I've been so upset I just go to work and do what I need to do. No more socializing, and it's so obvious since it's so opposite of how I usually am. It's embarrassing. How can they understand why I can talk some days and want to be left alone the others? I know that I don't have to explain myself, but it's still awkward.