Ive decided i don't really fancy suicide all that much in two months i don't know if I can stop myself but i don't want to die i don't know what changed and it still scares me thinking my parents are going to die but ive thought what if my next attempt is successful? and i want to turn myself in but im scared they won't take me seriously without attempting and im scared ill just act crazy and be injected with anti psychotic drugs cause i have a hard time controling myself in hospitals so i don't know what to do

Sent from my SM-T210R using Tapatalk