I'm not sure if this is 100% positive. This is hard but I'm pushing myself to the limit doing research type of activities on the internet to see what could help me. I just might have 'other mental illnesses', who knows. My head hurts everyday, if you think about it, for any mental illnesses, how it manifest itself is not like diabetes. I almost thought about making a thread titled 'How atypical are you?'. The reassurance that may or may not bring won't help me. I will still deny medicating myself because, my head was never on this side of state for this long ever. Until I know for sure what this is, or find similar cases, I'd like to just live my own way...(till my head break apart?) It's all good.