Family stuff, I shoulda asked when I had the chance. One uncle killed himself, that's what I've heard. I grew up in a family where no one talks about their feelings, like no one EVER does that. I always thought that was normal, but if I think about it now and if that were biologically(?) unhealthy situation to be in, for a soul like mine, and there were no spiritual life there at all, I believe that may have contributed to what I think I may have right now. No one in my family looked happy.

ETA: I believe that where I'm from has a lot shorter history of study/research into mental illnesses, and we eat fish, less bipolar! All bull crap, man. Sry, my head keeps hurting me and this is a great thread, I'm learning stuff.