I have 3 kids and I suffer greatly with my depression. On the days that are horrible and I think about giving up it's my kids that keep me going. I believe they have saved my life on many occasions along with my wife which I am fortunately to have a very supportive wife. They don't make the pain go away they just keep me fighting. Find anything to fight it, it can be anything but after 22 years of this hell I'm still here. Be well.