i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm sick of everyone & everything. my patience seems to have run out and now i'm only getting by on fumes. i'm angry and i feel like it's only a matter of time before i really blow... kinda scared to find out what that may happen. it's been a long time coming, i know that. all the years of being made to feel weak and powerless, like i don't have a voice. the bullying, the fights, the abandonment, all of it is going to bubble over.