Nicole,

I'm sorry that you feel like that. I still stand by what I told you though. You were an innocent child. There is nobody in the whole world who deserves to be abused. Even convicted criminals have rights and have to be treated decently. And a lot of them don't acknowledge that they deserve any punishment at all. It is the people who are tender-hearted and who try always to be conscientious and to 'be good' who tend to think that they deserve to be punished, and they deserve it less than anyone. I can kind-of relate to that, since I've always felt like I had to be very good (I guess perfect would fit there), and I am very hard on myself if anyone even thinks that I'm bad, or not good enough. But it isn't true. Innocent children do not deserve abuse, ever. Neither to the adults that those children grow into, even if you are human and you make mistakes.

(((((((hugs))))))))) if safe and ok
Love,
Wendy