i can't believe it's only 3:30. feels like it should be much later. they're still playing their music. this is going to be the longest night ever. and i'm all alone. i don't know what to do, distractions aren't working. wanna binge eat but there's nothing around but pizza, and that's for everyone so...
i'm done fighting honestly. i just get shat on at every turn, so what's the point.