How did I survive? Genetics(I'm also extremely tough minded and narcissistic), dissociation to the point of having Dissociative Identity Disorder, and sheer dumb luck to be frank.
I had zero support and I still have no support to this day. Both of my fathers were Narcissists and my family is so full of dysfunction it's incredible. I had to get myself out, because it was clear nobody was going to do it for me. Survival of the fittest is how it worked in my life.
I am in therapy right now but frankly I don't know how much good it's doing me.
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