I had no support, mother didn't like anyone in the house 'nosing around' so I was pretty isolated.

Suicidal thoughts came early, about 8 years old. Should I throw myself out the moving car? Walk in front of one of the juggernauts that thundered though the village?
I had a serious clinical dark depression at 16

A total breakdown.

The only place I've ever read about the same thing was in the book by Sylvia Plath 'The Bell Jar'.

I was given pills, anti depressants I suppose. I felt a little better after three weeks.
I kept crying. Mother said she was sick of the sight of me and my 'grizzling all over the place irritated her immensely'.

Nope. No support.

I hope the therapy helps you Atypical x

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