After a terrible night last night! Went to see The Forest which if I was in a normal state of mind would have been fine (I love scary movies), but in a mixed state watching a movie about hallucinating in a suicide forest probably wasn't a good idea. It was good that I got off the couch and showered to go though. I was also able to call my pdoc (a lot of times I feel like I'm inconveniencing him), not that it was especially helpful but Im just going to bother him until he does more.