Tomorrow is my first day back to work after being out for three weeks.
I feel like I'm going to puke.
Luckily one of my coworkers already spread around the white lie as to what happened because of me. So I don't think anyone is going to ask any questions, and if they do I just plan on telling them I don't want to talk about it, which I really don't. Absolutely not!
Sometimes I wish I could quit.
The whole reason why I snapped is because I've been stressed out for four years now regarding parenting and working and somehow having any time for myself after those two things. I'm still freaked out about my OD because it just happened out of nowhere seemingly! I just snapped and became impulsive.
Sigh.
If anyone cares to share their back to work stories after being in the hospital it would probably make me feel better!
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What if the diamond days are all gone, and
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