I need a place to put my thoughts late at night like this when I'm too scared to sleep because of the bad memories and too tired to write these out in my journal

I don't want any responses to these this is just my venting and rambling, I feel weird seeing my semi-psychotic vents in the schizophrenia forum. Most of the time they are me trying to process flashbacks and failing miserably so here is a place where I'm going to keep all of the ramblings

I wasn't sure if this belonged in PTSD or here
But if this is in the wrong place I don't care if it gets mOved