I know it's her right. And I'm happy for her that she's hetting another daughter. I'm just angry about how she has handled things.
She would start a new study this year, so I thought she she wouldn't be pregnant this year.
If I would have known that she was planning to have a leave in the following year, I might have decided to not start therapy with her, but I would have looked for another T. A T doesn't have to tell her clients if she's planning to get pregnant, but she could inform them that maybe she would have a leave in the following year. She doesn't have to say the reason for that. It's could be a long vacation, so.
Also, somewhere during the summer months I was doubting if I should stay with this T or if it might be better to try a new one, fresh eyes and such. But then I thought it would be running away and I should think rationally. I should have listened to my instict/guts. I should have left when I could. Now I'm all attachted and everything.

My T knows I'm scared to lose her as a T before I'm ready to quit therapy. Somewhere in the first few months I've talked about how scared I am that she going to send me away to another T. We even talked about this a few weeks ago. We talked about that I'm afraid to lose her, that I don't want to stop seeing her before I'm done with therapy, before I'm ready.
So she gave me a few options to think about. I could see someone else when she goes on leave. But she knows my history with T's. She knows how I think about T's. I've talked about that often. I've even mentioned it a few weeks ago.

And the she just drop this bombshell at the end of the session, just before the weekend. And I'm now left to myself dealing with this news. She should have known better. She should have handled it differently.
I'm a bit angry and dissappointed about that.