fuzzy, can i give you a gentle hug? (((((((((((fuzzy))))))))))

i know how this feels. all sense of safety was brutally ripped away from me a year ago when my docs were freaking me out about possibilities of what was wrong with my brain before i was finally diagnosed that i had a stroke at the age of 33 (i'm 35). reality seemed so unbelievable brutal and harsh that it hurt so much to wake up. it was really very bad that it began to get strange - it was derealization. it was as if i had one foot in this life and the other foot in the afterlife. i wasn't sure if this was i was truly dying or not. but my pdoc prescribed klonapin, and it really did the trick. i know how brutal reality feels....