What is going on here?! I don't even know what cycle I'm in anymore lately! I'm up, I'm down, I'm undecided. I'll be smiling one minute, then sad for no reason the next. I'll THINK I'm ready to get up and do something until I get up to do it, then get down again. I can't seem to even stay consistent for 30 minutes or an hour anymore! This has been going on for quite a while now. It literally feels like my mood shifts from minute to minute these days, and I can't stand it!!!! If this is a mixed episode, just exactly HOW LONG can this last?! I'm about ready to go have my thyroid checked to see if that may be worsening my bipolar.
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