hey man thanks for the shout out, ive been suffering with this basically over the summer.. yeah a ittle bit, i dunno if thats what i have, like the thoughts in my head are really hardcore and suddenly my attraction to women, which used to be SO Raging, has gone down again but i think thats with my obsession wiuth this whole thing, i dont know if i have oCD or what not, the thoughts in my head are pretty hardocre, but i wont act on them at all cause i feel so disgusted by them and i had two serious relationships and mine started with a ricki lake episode and watching LA CONFIDENTIAL where the guy continues to cal him a "fag" and i guess i suddenly started to get al screwed up and its progressively gotten worse all summer.. i dont think its possible for sexuality to change so i was always into woman i dont think that i could "turn" gay dont know if thats even possible. I think this is something i might have and have thought about this. I cant go five minutes without freaking out and relaly dont want to ever be gay or act on it. So therefore im going to my school consulor or however you spell it, on monday morning. Im hoping that does a lot and also am trying to keep myself from letting those images inso they cna just stop. this psychcentral website has really helped cuase it seems like i can check back a few hours after i post and someone has a helpful suggestion for me. so if anyones got these suggestions, keep em coming!