Thanks dear Shaly for your care ...

Well I referred to my Doctor because of having abnormal heart beat with med called Risperdal 2 mg ( doctor prescribed it for abnormal fear comes from paranoia as he thought and may be isolation) and postponed the drug for later time ,, in fact I have had these abnormalities of freak behaviors but in past , told the doctor about it so as to manifest medical history for him if any relation or prevent relapses just and made him see all possibilities if any!

Of my readings yesterday that low mental state and other symptoms may disappear normally in a period of ones life , that means it is not necessarily reoccur...

Now I am on Flouxetine 2 times a day and will follow doctor guiding ..
I understand what wrote concerning PTSD plus flashbacks does not mean hallucinations
Regards