feels like i can't hold it anymore
then i found myself bursting
all i just wanted is to be heard
been silent for a long time
every hurts and pains nurtured inside my heart
afraid to let it out to prevent conflicts
time passed and it grew deeper and deeper
till i fell weak and sick
without any cause i grew weaker
not even uttering a word
nobody even ask how am i doing
feels like nobody cares
it felt sad...
painfully sad for i can't mend it
i'm shouting for helpbut noone seems to hear
i felt so alone
so dark which leaves me hopeless
it took all the strengths that i have
i can't even stand on my feet
i wish i can just jump and the air will catch me
tears keep falling my eyes as the heavy rain outside
noone even lend a shoulder to cry on
till hurts and pains flow out my mouth
mindless what will they say
felt like been freed from a part of my sadness
will this solve it?
time will tell for time will heal wounds that left scars
we can't change everything overnight

-bluebearTIN-