I finally meet with my new psychiatrist tomorrow. I'm going to request Citalopram and Loxitane again, but something tells me he's going to try to push Lithium instead which I guess won't be too bad. I was just sitting here thinking, and I was wondering if I will ever be "me" again. I've been dealing with these bipolar issues for ten years now, and I just wonder if I will ever go back to being the quiet, caring, nerdy girl I used to be. During my second semester of college I had a manic episode and it all just went downhill from there. Is this the new me, or is there a chance I can be that girl again?