Hi all, just a short introduction here.....don't want to bore anyone with the crazy details I've been diagnosed as bipolar (II, I think, my psych doc still hasn't clarified that part of the diagnosis for some reason) with a side of B.E.D. Fun times, fun times! Currently, I'm only taking 2 meds, Lamictal and Vyvanse. The doc has also prescribed Seroquel "to help with sleep" since trazodone knocks me out. They both send me off to LaLaLand and I feel horribly hungover in the morning...which sucks because at least if I had a real hangover I know I would have had a great time the night before! I'm here looking for validation, really, that I'm not alone in all of this. I feel alone most of the time, even though I'm married and have two sweet little boys, and I work full time....I'm almost always around someone but in my head, I'm always alone. So I'm glad to find a place where I can let some of these thoughts and feelings get out of my head, maybe get some relief so I can enjoy (gasp!) my life for a change. And maybe also identify exactly what it is that's "wrong" with me so I can find ways to "fix" me enough to to not let my craziness infect my boys. Thanks in advance for helping me help myself, and hopefully I can pay it forward to others in the same or similar predicament.