I don't know if depression has something to do with what I did. I went to church and then met up with my friend after the service. I took him to his house. He asked what we can do for lunch? So many times he will take me out to lunch, but I feel like I'm just sick out going out to eat. I suggested that we can have lunch at my place and I can make him something. He didn't want to do that. So we ended up not having lunch together. But also, we decided to get together tomorrow (I don't have to work).

I felt bad for leaving him behind. He then wanted to go to Burger King. I don't care for Burger King. He wanted to get something for his wife. She is not feeling well with a cold (so much of it going around). So I ended up coming home by myself and having lunch alone. And I'll spend the rest of the day and evening by myself. I can rest and keep myself busy, but I have some limits because of getting over a cold myself.

I guess we'll get together tomorrow; and he wants to do something. I have drawn a blank as to know what we can do. He's 80 years old and has physical limits; so he can't keep up with me. And on top of that, I have to do all of the driving and I get sick of it. Plus if we go somewhere popular, it will be very crowded; and I can't stand crowds. But he doesn't understand why I feel that way.