Hi Lavendersage,
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. Families can be, by far, the most damaging of entities for those of us with these issues. Personally, my past is complex, my present has me a physical and mental burden (in their eyes) and a financial convenience.
Do turn outward for the support you are not getting there.
Dave.
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You and I are yesterday's answers,
The earth of the past come to flesh,
Eroded by Time's rivers,
To the shapes we now possess.
The Sage. Emerson, Lake and Palmer.
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