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Originally Posted by Lazarus16
I second Ciderguy, Angelique. Don't do anything rash. Life is the greatest privilege us humans being can be given, along with health. Think of all the people that died because of cancer, I bet they wish they could have survived...  We're all lucky just to still be alive after all those years so don't waste that chance my dear.  It's better to live a not-so-optimal yet life than not living at all. Trust me. My mother often tried to commit suicide when I was younger, nowadays, she thanks God for not having done it and being able to see me grow. Think about it. |
Hi Lazarus. I'm sorry your mom made attempts at suicide, that must have been awful to go through. I appreciate what you said. I'm not sure if being triggered constantly which is absolute physical and psychological torture for me is better than not being around. Of course I want to win this war but they have strength of numbers and evil. They are lower than maggots but just as victorious.
I'm feeling especially overcome by hell right now. I don't know what to do. I think they called the police early last week to try to paint me as the bad one. But I called the police two weeks ago when these sacks of $&1¶ started this nightmare. Isn't there a law against torturing a disabled person? If not there should be.