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I believe my depression is my survival instinct shut off. My mind, noticing the lack of desire to live searches for answers and begins with what a piece of shet I am, and all the things I did wrong in life.
But the depression happens FIRST for no reason. The automatic response to wonder why I think is just the brain searching for answers. Why always starts with self.
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BEST OF LUCK TO US ALL! 
600 mg Trileptal (oxcarbazepine) 30 mg Atarax (hydroxyzine) 8 mg Trilafon (perphenazine)
Bipolar 1 - Borderline Personality Disorder - Generalized Anxiety Disorder - Eating Disorder
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