Oh! Hello, Music Rules Me! I'm glad to "see" you even if the circumstances are difficult.
Relationships are not my territory, but I do know that the urge for relationship is natural and powerful. Additionally, depression can interfere in various ways with one's ability to modulate the emotions involving the urge for relationship.
If possible, collect more data and more opinions.
Wishing you all the best!
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.