I feel like a coward sometimes
I'm on the outside of the window of my life and I'm looking in and seeing nothing because I'm not inside I'm outside and I'm banging on the window because I need someone to let me in

When I was sexually abused as a kid that was my uncle kickicking me out of the house of my life and when I was raped by my "boyfriend" that was him changing the locks

I'm stuck on the outside
Let me in!