Thanks. Yes, it is a kind of circular movement and leads to a situation which is very hard to solve. Yes, I think I am, that I will struggle to get them to like me and that that won´t be enough. I have also felt many times that I have different views upon friendship and that many people seem to have a lot of friends and that it´s easy to feel left out. Perhaps you´ve felt the same?

I am going to a T for evaluation sessions and I hope she will accept me. It´s hard to get into therapy and I don´t know if I will qualify.

I want to connect with others to feel someone close, to be understood and to feel safety. I´ve never felt that except from when I was little of course. I feel very left out and lonely and it bothers me every day.

I don´t have any specific interests more than going to movies, eating dinner at restaurants, visit a theater or a movie. I´ve already looked for friends on the internet but no more permanent friendships developed.

I´ve just started the course and don´t know anyone yet. I think it´s hard when you read separate subjects and courses and not a whole study program.