dustin....i understand and you have every reason to be scared........your situational depression is difficult as it is often not fixed with meds..........it is no wonder that you are uncomfortable at home as alot of your depression stems from your family and past family situations.......my advice would be to try to spend more time with the friends that make you feel a little better.........your therapist will not give up on you but as you go along.if you feel that she is not doing things in your best interest, it might be best to find someone new.........try to look at school as a chance for a new bieginning and new chances to make friends ......love you always.....julia