That's it. College has managed to destroy the last particles of hope I had. I was clinging on the stupid dream of getting my bachelor and getting away from my home country, but even this has proved to be impossible. I don't know why, really. I'm not stupid, no. It's more like... teachers seem to hate me. I'm getting grades out of nowhere, completely not matching the work I provided, and I can't complain, cause I have no rights in this screwed up place.
Furthermore, I'm beggining to suspect that I'm invisible, somehow. A lot of things happened this year, and I'm 96% sure that I'm somehow invisible. People seems to avoid contact with me, even when they barely know me. Can't explain why.
God, my head hurts, it's going to burst ! I'm tired, and I'm writing this knowing clearly that nothing will get better. I won't even get comfort from writing this. Pathetic, hein ?