Man, this weekend has not been good. I feel like I'm in a mixed state going from excitement, irritability, anger, and depression. I want to stay in bed and sleep but my body is too agitated. I've been cleaning, walking for like 2 hours, etc. I'm also bored and not interested in anything that I normally am. My therapist is out this week, but I do have a pdoc appointment tomorrow. I know she is going to push the Latuda, but I'm so scared of weight gain and restless leg. I already feel physically wired, even though I'm tired. Weird, I know. What is the name of the medicine some take so that they don't gain weight. Melfortin or something like that???