I haven't been in here in a long time. I just need to vent if anyone has something to share/suggest feel free to do so. Yesterday, my married couple friends invited me to their house for hanging out and dinner. We had a long conversation about my issues previous relationship, work, all these interviews, etc my people skills.

Her hubby was so blunt about me which I didn't like and it hurt but it's the truth. I'm about to pop right now, so many emotions. I am about to have another emotional breakdown right now so much stress I am enduring in my life it feels like **** isn't getting better, feel like my career can't seem to take off, and I'm so codependent it isn't even funny. Nothing in my life right now isn't moving fast enough can't seem to move to where I want to go since I am part time I am almost 30.

This is so ****ing ridiculous gotta dread going to work tomorrow. Everything is still taking so god damn long for things to make a 360 turn around for me. I haven't seen my therapist in a month, got kicked off of state insurance, and if I reapply I will end up having another full time job elsewhere plus with the state it takes 45 business days for them to make a decision. Patience and waiting has gone way too ****ing far....

I don't have the income to pay out of pocket for therapy. I need to go to bed finish this up later...