Depression sucks.

Even when I have these moments where I tell myself I'm okay, I have friends now, I'm still reminded of my past. Just cried because of a very embarrassing moment in my life that just came back to mind. I'm afraid of my new "relationship", we aren't dating, like doing things together. We don't go out to do things, and spending time together is good, but I'm getting anxious. The weather has been crazy and I want to walk and enjoy good weather. I have a long time to go before that happens.

I feel like if I live in the here and now, it works, but it is so hard. Thankful for all of you good people and this forum.