Hello Doctor sorry to hear you are struggling with this. The depression symptoms are very familiar, the procrastination, being unable to write, knowing no one is interested in me, are all things I struggle with too. Hope you can find some help. I would hope that social services would help you no matter what your age and stature, they should be able to help you find some appropriate avenues toward a better situation. Whether that is true or not I don't know, but I would imagine it might depend on who becomes your advocate and how they perceive your situation. If you don't get the help you need you might be able to find another source, it doesn't seem strange to me that someone somewhere in a position to help would find your situation compelling.