Yes, when I get depressed I think I hate myself, nobody likes me, and I don't fit in anywhere. None of which is true. When I'm alright, I don't feel it, except for I don't fit in anywhere (always felt that). I am triggered by extreme difficulties with the relationship with the two people closest to me. I am really pretty OK with everything else, except I tend to drop out of things a lot. It's like I am so terrifically capable and brilliant and then I freak out and can't continue. I'm not sure if that's depression related though.

I was diagnosed with depression and PTSD and I think I have ADHD and was told I have traits of BPD.