I'm starting the spiral again. I just found out yesterday that the med I've been taking ( that's actually been working) will not be authorized by my insurance. I was so angry and upset that I had a drink. It was just one, but I have been doing well on not drinking. I'm a binge alcoholic. So I am really kicking myself right now. I am so upset with the insurance company and frustrated. Really questioning whether or not my mental health is worth all of this hassle.