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Originally Posted by Chummy
Three long breaks, wow, that must be so hard.
I probably should share all my feelings. But that scares me so much. What if she think I'm being unreasonable, selfish, too dependent on her?
I'm scared for what she thinks, but I'm already going to lose her, so actually it doesn't matter what I say. I can't lose her because of that, because I'm already going to lose her.
Some part of me wants to quit her, to not see her after she somes back, because she leaves me when I need her the most.
But thank you  |
Even though it isn't easy, I would still share your feelings with your T. Feelings are just that - they are not your actions, so I really doubt she'd be anything but understanding. She can't be of much use to you in the next few months if she doesn't know the true extent of your distress or anxiety.