My new T. reminds me that my perception is all that matters and ex-T. should have honored that. When I have healed and come out the other side, I plan to write her a letter. I wanted to do it now but new T. wants me to wait. She says the letter needs to be about ME and not about her although she'll get the hints along the way. I look forward to writing it. She was so wrong for me but I didn't listen to my intuition which I have never ignored before.

Therapy is SOOO different now. My T. has said she's here for me and cares about me and I have never asked for it. Therefore, I am so much more relaxed in this relationship even with the transference a part of it.