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Originally Posted by Takeshi
Dear gina_re,
That is your ego disempowering you, this is not the first time you post something like that. Why wouldn't they happy to see you, witnessing the miracle of mother taking care of their kids? You're missing out. Why do you cry? Is it a grief? You need to work on yourself and, get yourself a hobby or something.  |
I'm depressed, this is how I'm going to be thinking. If it were so easy to change my frame of thought, I would have done so by now. I don't enjoy feeling this way. I'm not sad at them having kids, I'm upset that I don't have that bond. I don't have kids. I'm single and I live alone. I have way too much time to think. I cry because I'm depressed. As far as working on myself...I know that and have expressed that in other posts. You may not have intended to, but that post made me really agitated.
I also post a lot when I'm upset to purge the feelings instead of having them stay in my head and ruminate over them. This is somewhat of a stress reliever for me. And the majority of the time I get encouragement and others who empathize with me and I feel better because others understand.