About the same. Still waiting, still frustrated. My therapist emailed my pdoc yesterday (which goes into the same account I email which she just can't keep up with) and tried to call her but the phone system at the center was down so he was supposed to try to do that when he had a phone again. I think he was worried about me yesterday although I'm not sure what specifically made him worried.

Mostly today I'm exhausted. I had a migraine last night that was pretty bad, the worst one I've had in quite a while. Eventually the meds for it put me to sleep but until they did I was trying to read my Kindle on dim with my painful eye covered and while my mood went all over the place, laughing and crying for no reason. Then for some reason I woke up just before 6 and was awake for several hours. Now I'm just tired and my migraine eye is still weird which is normal. I think today is a pajama day, all day. I'm trying for low-key to see if that helps slow the mixed stuff down. It is getting really bad and really hard to handle; I get mad at myself when I lose control and I can't help losing control.

Hopefully I'll hear something later today if my therapist got through. If he didn't then I'm sure it will be nothing. I'll have to call there tomorrow or Thursday morning if I don't hear from her to see if he succeeded in reaching her.

It gets complicated after the end of next week. I have Medicaid but only after I pay a certain amount of money in the month. The first day in the hospital easily covers it but the months go by the calendar instead of by treatment dates (so stupid). So I am not very willing to go in at the end of the month and then have to pay (the admittedly small but adds up if I'm there long enough) the fees for most of my stay that could have been covered by Medicaid with better planning. But I think I have to go then if that's when they get around to it (and I sincerely hope they do before 2 weeks have passed) because if I want to delay it could take another month to get things organized again.

So I'm still very stressed and frustrated. Thanks for asking.