This has been a pretty crappy day. I can't handle it anymore. This job is too stressful, and I don't even make enough to cover all my bills. But I need the flexibility of this job to survive. Everyone in my life expects me to be and do everything. I'm not ever allowed to not be ok. I'm not allowed to be sick. I have to fix this problem and that problem and raise a kid by myself, when all I want to do is curl up in a ball on the floor of a quiet room that will never be quiet because my stupid brain can't be.

Sorry just needed to rant...