Been in hospital three weeks now and I feel just as bad as when I came in, or maybe worse. I came in due to a marijuana addiction and although I am over the physical withdrawals I am now feeling all the emotions and agitation that I took the pot to cover over. I am overwhelmed and drowning. It is an awful feeling. I have been medicated to the eyeballs and at least the bipolar is under control so it is not all bad. I just want to get back home but I am too fragile, too volatile to be on my own. Feel like a failure.