Well, I had my mam today. First they did the ultrasound. I kind of panicked because the tec that took the pictures with the ultrasound said, "I have to go show these to the radiologist and I will be back." So okay, I am laying there trying to look at the screen (like i know what to look for), and the tec comes back with the radiologist. I thinking, oh wonderful, whats wrong??

So he introduced himself, very kind man, then started poking and all over the place; lolol. He asked me a couple of questions and replied with this; hhhmmmmm. Like he was deep in thought. Then I think he looked at my face, fear taken over, and said, "I am sorry, I wanted come take a look but don't see anything alarming." I was like, wwhhhewwwffffff. I thought I was going to yell, "What the hell is wrong"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, we talked for a few mins and he said he feels that the mam needs to be done in case anything was missed and of course wanted to do both breasts. So this was fine.

So they took me over to the mam department. I had this lovely lady, so gentle. Interesting positions though. lolol. but it did not hurt at all. Not that I want to go have it done everyday. She sent me to the waiting room, came out 5 mins later and said, "You can go now, have a good day." So I felt really good leaving there. Not worried anymore. My doctor will have results next week, I have to be there anyway. So this looks promising. So glad its done.

Okay, sorry, this is a long post. Please excuse my babbling.

Went to see my doctor. Blood work not so great but its been worse. He was upset cause nobody has contacted me yet for counseling. I said I had left a message for my t yesterday, but would phone again today. He asked if the psychiatrist had phoned yet, I said no. (my old one that's hour and half away) He got mad and said that its just nonesense. This needs to start right away. He said he is phoning my old doc himself. He had sent in a referral, but that was a while back. He was disappointed with my intake. I felt guilty. But he didn't freak. He did say he knows its hard and that without this counseling in place, it makes it even tougher to get the medical end straightened. So he is out of town right away, won't be back till Monday. I have to go then with an intake sheet.

We shall see then. He was a little worried about how much weight I dropped in so little time. I have to get my blood work done again next week. Oh well, needles don't bother me.

Justy