I don't know if it's age and/or depression thing together, but lately I feel like I'm turning into a real "wet blanket" of a person. It seems like I don't have motivation to go out and do things - like going to a restaurant, coffee place, clothes shopping, or places where there are crowds. I don't know what's wrong with me! I used to love to do those things. When I get together with my friend, all I really want to do is just sit and talk. Well, OK, at times I would like to go out for a brief lunch or coffee. Sometimes it's good, sometimes not.

Also I was going to workout after not working out for a while. But I decided to put it off another week. Today I felt like I still had a cough leftover from a cold I picked up early last week. So I'm very disgusted with myself. About five weeks ago, I put off working out because my neck was very sore. The neck is better now, but then the cold came early last week. So it's been five weeks since I worked out the last time.

On another note, about six months ago or so, I had started a thread on here about wanting to sell my condo and move. Because I feel like I'm not fitting in very well at where I live and the complex is just going downhill. Also I feel that I need the money that I can get from the sale; because now I'm a little bit in debt. Well, as of now, I have decided to go through with it. I will meet with an agent next Saturday. There are times when I feel sad about leaving, possibly, but other times I feel like I really can't stand my place and anxious to move. I would like to live in a 55+ complex. I'm 59 years old, and I feel that I could fit in better in a place like that than at where I am now. I hope that I'm doing the right thing! I have been feeling very depressed about it.