Is ther something you want to tell us...........(((((((hugs to you))))))) I hope you feel comfortable enough to share what is going on. My T has as much power as I let him, there is always fear that anybody can walk out on you, but if you have built up the trust, your T will not abandon you. My T knows me enough to know my limits, and he knows enough not to push to far on somethings, but I also know that if I am going to hurt myself and he can't get to me that he will do what ever is necessary to stop it.........I still have fear about him leaving, I ask him straight out when these fears pop up, he always tells me he is in it for the long haul and will not abandon me!!!