I have a terrible boss. I work in a small business and unfortunately the business owner is NOT good at running her business. A lot of that stress falls onto me. I become the go to person to handle things. Unfortunately I get very little guidance from my boss and I get in trouble if things aren't just so.
My boss can also bring down the mood of the entire clinic. When you ask her a question she does not answer you like an adult. She instead snaps at you and makes you feel so small. Every employee feels upset and wore down by the end of the day.
She also gets her employees in trouble for things that yesterday were ok. She changes her mind from one day to the next and masked rules impossible to follow. I have been there four years and I have seen the entire staff change many times. Turn over is crazy where I work and it's suppose to be a good place to work.
I was pushed to the edge where I had to have my doctor prescribe me anxiety medications because I was having a breakdown almost every day. I would go to the bathroom and cry... A lot.
I feel there is no other option but to try to find a new job. Which isn't easy. I've applied to many but hardly hear back for an interview. The thing is, my resume looks good for the career I am currently in. And there aren't many jobs on the market for this career. I love the work but get very stressed out because of my boss. She literLly creates drama. I think she likes it :S
Anyways this was more of a vent session than anything. I had a horrible day today, as did all of my coworkers. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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