People are laughing at me behind my back. I just know it. Because my face is always so stern when I'm trying too hard to work and not get distracted. Everyone must think I'm a mean ***** who isn't nice to anyone. They think I'm scary. Maybe I really am scary and nobody likes me. They probably think I'm a person who acts fake nice. I'm truly hideous inside. All I care about is what people think of me. I don't care about people in reality. So why should anyone care about me?