Hello everyone. I know exactly what I did here, I'm sorry, gina_re, I apologize for the agitation and the emotional distress that I caused by my reply post to you.

I do not wish for anyone to feel this is an unsafe place to leave their thoughts, comments, do what they do here, I promise this will be the last time that I behave the way I did. And I'm also sorry that it took me a while to respond, I'm gonna have to ask to give me some more time, if anyone wants to hear more of what I have to say. I have been having a lot of thoughts lately, and I still have some personal anguish, helplessness, hopelessness, all those negative stuff that I have to overcome everyday, and I can only say things from my own personal experiences, and I know it to be true that this shouldn't be on expense of everyone else here.

Even as I sit and write right here, I struggle with the responsibility at large and the one that is to myself personally. I emphasize with anyone's situation here, and my intension which I hoped was clear is/was to help. I had to make a personal example of that, which of course I can not be sure was a right thing on my own, I'd like to write about the truth I see and the hope, which I feel that was passed onto me since I joined here, if anyone would find it useful to get out of the place I once was in,,,that's all I'm gonna say for now.

Probably I'll be making one more gigantic post, putting all of myself into it, don't ask me why, please. I've started this from my end, mutual respect and space, which were not taken as I intended, I need my space too, and I'm claiming it for myself. I got some errands to run, be back and post in a day or two.

Thanks for everything. You've been a big help to me personally, more than you can imagine. Have a great day.