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Old Jan 20, 2016, 12:37 AM
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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow View Post
I'm here! Have you taken meds so you start to feel tired instead of suicidal? I'm glad the rest of the day was better but tonight sounds awful. Can I help?
Thank you, friend. I have taken my meds but I don't feel tired enough. I just don't know what to do with myself. I asked my therapist how I seemed and she said she could tell there was a lot going on in my head but that I seemed well. Now I can't get my mind to shut up. My mind is racing and my thoughts are a direct result of the emotional bile in my gut. I just want it to stop.

How are you feeling tonight? I'm so happy you recieved reassurance from your pdoc!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
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Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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